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[Jul. 21st, 2007|06:01 pm] |
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was last night all code for something? |
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[Jul. 20th, 2007|05:12 pm] |
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man last night ruled.
got to the show hung out with everyone! danny wiped his sweat on me eww hahaha went to ihop with everyone got home an hour late and my parents didnt care! got called a cutie! took sweet ass pictures.
ive never been in a better mood forreal and i bought a gorilla biscuits shirt! |
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[Jul. 16th, 2007|05:14 pm] |
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7 days till i am on a plane to north carolina. and im so exicted people cant even see it. hahaha i really need to get out of olive branch for a while. i donno. i need to get new friends. i got my best friends. just i need more hangout people. the ones i usually are with just do stuff i dont really want to do anymore. jessie hasnt picked up the phone in almost a week and i really need to know how shes doing with what shes doing. i talk to al everyday more than anyone hahaha. pretty lame. na not really. ive probably have more secrets than anyone would believe right now. still single. yeah my dad says im just waitin out for that guy im usually talkin to man oh well im done with trying to find someone forreal. a guy should come to me then me go to them. yeah yeah oh well. olive branch forsure next year |
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[Jul. 9th, 2007|11:26 pm] |
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so i got my plane ticket! and alot of things have cooled down. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2007|10:55 pm] |
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i need to get over the fact that its not going to work. maybe karma will hit again like it did way back then and now. im fucking tired of being a bro and a piece of ass. ive made myself a better person but im just even more sad. my getttway plane to greensboro needs to come now... |
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[Jun. 25th, 2007|06:46 pm] |
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guys arnt attracted to me at all. they see me as their bro. i need to stop crying over this kind of shit. im a jealous dumbass. thats it |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2007|09:11 pm] |
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in disney world realizing the face i see most in my head is my best friend
what does this mean? |
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[Jun. 13th, 2007|01:22 am] |
back down to the ground.
im lame. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2007|06:15 pm] |
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things are really looking up |
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[May. 29th, 2007|11:04 am] |
guys dont liek the fact that they have kissed me then they stop talking to me
im seriously invisible |
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[May. 20th, 2007|09:00 pm] |
i wasnt ment to be a good speller. nor an attractive girl that guys would love to date but sadly only be a best friend with. |
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[Apr. 29th, 2007|09:56 pm] |
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i wasnt ment to have a realitonship |
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[Apr. 26th, 2007|07:25 am] |
been ungrounded. having a bombass life.
i miss some people |
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[Apr. 10th, 2007|10:41 am] |
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ive been grounded and fighting on dumb fourms are my new thing for time comusming in web page design. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2007|10:02 am] |
so hes talking to me again like how we used to talk, if he only knew i would drop everything for him.
im i cheesy or what!? |
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[Mar. 25th, 2007|09:13 pm] |
i seriusly love life right now.
i got the best of friends i got the best family
now when i get a boyfriend it will be another story |
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[Mar. 21st, 2007|08:59 am] |
back to the harsh reality.
well me and al are on good terms now. that girl screwed him over just like i told him and jessie broke up with josh becuse he was dumb just like i told her. sometimes i think i need to speak up when i know that someone doesnt think im right but i am. its like im just this small sound or something. well being home for 2 days now since the trip is really weird. like i cant really explain. just seeing how a differnt city in a different country live and getting used to it then comming home sucks and makes you realize how different something can be. so ive been learning from past realitonships with alot of my friends that maybe i just dont need one. listening to mostly all of my friends talk about how hurt they are after it just makes me not want one. i mean i hope i will soon get someone to lean on and care for but just right now i dont think i could deal with the trust, commenitment, and responsibitly that i would need to have to have a boyfriend. i think the only thing that intrests me right now is what im going to do when i grow up, my grades, and my friends. i know what i want for college and i want to move to london and go to an art school and study art history and take classes. i learned on my trip about so much stuff that can be behind one painting, one sculpture, and one aritist that is the most intresting things i have ever heard. getting my grades up will make my parents proud of me. i keep thinking of so much other stuff i forget about homework or tests or projects due. my friends are another story. so many of them are there for me all the time and others i just dont know half the time. lately ive been hanging out with chadd. hes been there for me for 3 years and i never really realized that till when i helped him out with his problems. melissa is another one of my best friends. she is always there to make me laugh and our insiders are unexplainable. i dont really talk about my problems alot to most people but they are the ones that hear them when ihave one. ill always be there for the both of you. someone save me please. |
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[Mar. 16th, 2007|10:37 pm] |
london rules
today i saw
the tate modern art museum
gillbert and george are probably some of the most amazing artist i have seen
and eltion john was there bahahahahaha
\ahh im going to paris tomorrow |
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